4 Months

I was wondering why I felt so restless today, and then I realised what day it was. I was listening to my iPod today in the subway when Emilie-Claire Barlow's version of Blame It On My Youth came on. I was fine at first, but as the song played on, I got a distinct twinge of pain in my heart. It's a different kind of pain than before, because of what I've discovered through my process. Listening to the lyrics, they symbolise a growth spurt, which may be the reason for the pain. Here's hoping that tomorrow brings an ease of pain and more peace of mind.